things left unsaid…
confused ?? or just scared?? ang hirap..=((
everything i was afraid of happening… happened…
nagpapakatanga n lang ba ko sknya? o ano..? ang hirap kasi walang closure.. walang explanation.. bigla nalng nangyari..pero bakit nag hohold on pa rin ako sknya..
i’m still trying to convince myself n wala na.. na wala n ung dati..wala n ung love.. na nararamdaman ko.. but the thing is… sometimes the more i try to convince myself na wala na.. the more i realize n meron p pla.. maybe i’m just holding on to the things n cnb at ipinangako nya skn dati..
it’s easy to move on..but so hard to let go…to let go of someone whom i’ve imagined spending forever with..
is it really hard to let him go?? or is it just really hard because i still hope there’s a chance..
“the most painful goodbyes are the ones that never said and never explained..”</3
sometimes… i REALLY MISS the OLD him..I WANT the OLD him.. I miss the one who made me change the way i view the world. The one who made me feel i’m so special and dearly loved.. He’s not the same person i’ve known before.. the one who showed me how much he cared for me.. The one that used to erase the frowns from my face.. The one that said he would NEVER CHANGE.. but NOW, i think the spark is gone. He’s now just like any other guys around who’s telling me i’ll never be loved and cared for like the way he did before.. He earned that PRECIOUS space in my heart ..that easy. very effortless.. but he recklessly lose it.. I still miss the words he used to say..
BUT i don’t regret a thing that I met HIM „ That I fell in LOVE with HIM.. If I were to meet him AGAIN.. even knowing such sadness awaits me.. Maybe.. just maybe.. I’d fall in love with Him again…
FOR now… i’ll just move on… and learn to LET HiM GO.. =’(
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